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ladies-dancing-mad:

poisoned-drunk:

Hey, so…. you made me promise to tell you if I was ever losing interest in the RP and wanted to stop. But that’s not quite what I’m doing. I really really hate to say this, but… my anxiety is really not up for RP lately. It’s not your fault, it’s not either of our faults. But when I go to reply and when i get on it stresses me out, and it’s not the RP that’s doing it, it’s not you, it’s all me. I’m not doing this because i’m uninterested, i’m doing it because, again, i feel like the rp is the center of our friendship and i don’t want it to be like that. the few weeks we stopped RPing I felt closer to you than I did when we were RPing. so i’m not saying we should stop RPing forever but right now I can’t do it, mentally. I don’t want our friendship to be at the hands of this RP, even if I love it. and it’s making me nervous because i feel like that IS the center of our friendship and I don’t want it to be cause i’ve had friendships like that before and I don’t enjoy them. so i’m really sorry and i don’t want to upset you but I need to take a break for a while. i still want to be close friends and i still want to go to the concert and i’m not friend-breaking-up with you, i’m just not emotionally equipped to do this at this time in my life.

I’d be lying if I said I didn’t sort of already see this coming and had been emotionally preparing myself for it. I’m not mad, or even upset, just a little sad, I guess. I understand, you need to do what’s goinv to be best for your health and anxieties, and if that’s taking a break, then just let me know and we can come back whenever. I’m certainly not going anywhere. We still have plans for the concert and, I hope, the two movies, lunch, random meetups, etc.

You’re always welcome to text me, too. I know you’ve been busy with family, so it’s no big. My inbox (text and tumblr), messaging on facebook, e-mail, everything is open all the time, any time of day. Whatever it is you want or need to do, we can do it. I never meant to make it seem like our friendship was centered around the RP again, so I’m sorry if I did anything to lend to those feelings. Just let me know what you want and need, and we can make it work.

Also, I forgot to mention that I’ve been accepted to BSU, so pretty soon I’ll have that on my plate too, and I have 2 internships now, and I’ve just been a lot more busy, so time is an issue too. I’m terrible at multitasking. I’m really glad you’re not mad at me because I got really really scared about talking about this cause I wasn’t sure if you’d be angry or not, but I’m glad you aren’t. Cause I still really really really want to be friends. And it’s not that YOU made it seem like our friendship was centered around the RP, i think it just sort of accidentally slipped into that. I still want to continue texting and messaging and talking and going out and stuff, very much. 

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Hey, so…. you made me promise to tell you if I was ever losing interest in the RP and wanted to stop. But that’s not quite what I’m doing. I really really hate to say this, but… my anxiety is really not up for RP lately. It’s not your fault, it’s not either of our faults. But when I go to reply and when i get on it stresses me out, and it’s not the RP that’s doing it, it’s not you, it’s all me. I’m not doing this because i’m uninterested, i’m doing it because, again, i feel like the rp is the center of our friendship and i don’t want it to be like that. the few weeks we stopped RPing I felt closer to you than I did when we were RPing. so i’m not saying we should stop RPing forever but right now I can’t do it, mentally. I don’t want our friendship to be at the hands of this RP, even if I love it. and it’s making me nervous because i feel like that IS the center of our friendship and I don’t want it to be cause i’ve had friendships like that before and I don’t enjoy them. so i’m really sorry and i don’t want to upset you but I need to take a break for a while. i still want to be close friends and i still want to go to the concert and i’m not friend-breaking-up with you, i’m just not emotionally equipped to do this at this time in my life.

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EUCH, i’m sorry he was being a douche. I hate people like that. Unfortunately tho I have to go to bed now. I’m dead tired from dealing with my family all day. <3 Goodnight! 

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ladies-dancing-mad:

poisoned-drunk:

ladies-dancing-mad:

poisoned-drunk:

Alrighty how would you like to start with Loki and Sif? Did you have anything in mind? 

Not really, no. I guess it’d either be a party at Frigga’s and the night alone, or they could take the day together to do whatever they wanted

Maybe we could start at the party and then follow them home? 

Sounds like a plan! Do you want to start, or should I?

You can start if that’s okay with you! I just got home a little bit ago so I’m gonna go make something to eat.

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ladies-dancing-mad:

poisoned-drunk:

Alrighty how would you like to start with Loki and Sif? Did you have anything in mind? 

Not really, no. I guess it’d either be a party at Frigga’s and the night alone, or they could take the day together to do whatever they wanted

Maybe we could start at the party and then follow them home? 

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Alrighty how would you like to start with Loki and Sif? Did you have anything in mind? 

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Unfortunately I’ve got to go to bed cause I have to get up early tomorrow so we can pick up my aunt from the airport. I won’t be on quite as regularly while she’s here but you can always text me and such! <3 Night night!

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Okay I’m gonna turn in early, I gotta be up tomorrow. Bleh. I’ll talk to you later! <3 ILY, goodnight! 

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ladies-dancing-mad:

trasigpenna:

i can’t with these two 
they aRE TOO CUTE
and omg an elfboobie!!! 

I know it’s nsfw but LOOK AT HOW CUTE THEY ARE AND HOW PERFECT THIS DRAW IS, IT MAKES MY HEART HURT.
I had to share, it was too adorable ;;

OH WOW the hair is absolutely gorgeous omg. It&#8217;s beautiful. 

ladies-dancing-mad:

trasigpenna:

i can’t with these two 

they aRE TOO CUTE

and omg an elfboobie!!! 

I know it’s nsfw but LOOK AT HOW CUTE THEY ARE AND HOW PERFECT THIS DRAW IS, IT MAKES MY HEART HURT.

I had to share, it was too adorable ;;

OH WOW the hair is absolutely gorgeous omg. It’s beautiful. 

(Source: nightmarenosh)

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alright, I’m nodding off. biking in the cold makes me super tired LOL I’ll talk to you tomorrow! Your sister’s fondant lorax looks super cute btw omg I just saw it on Facebook. ANYWAY goodnight! <3